Well, my eye is better today thanks to Aleve... the miracle pain killer :)

I can't believe how lazy I have been lately. I mean, I saw all of these people out jogging, roller blading, biking, and I was thinking, "gee, I remember when I used to do that."
Ah! I feel like such a lazy tub of crap! I constantly tell myself that I need to lose weight & then I am on the bandwagon for a little while & then I'm right back off of it again. I am soooo angry at my will power. I wish I had more. It's such a fight to try to drop weight. It really sucks!!! Ahhh!!!! I need to motivation... and here I thought that graduating with an acting degree would be enough. I can't go to California looking like I do now. Grrrr....